It s always difficult to get a step further.
Mostly you start as a teenager in an age of 22 years old. Then you have a succesful part in a movie or serie. 5 years later your star is going down and you start to promote yourself in some kind of reality show with jungle life, celebrity dinner or else.
With 30 years your star is completly grounded an you are thinking what to do with the rest of your life. maybe drugs, alcohol or depressions.
for some reason I am glad that I started my public carreer when I was 34 years old. Growing with the years from short movie to feature films , from german to international movies. But every step forward is hard and you have to fight for. I was never the beautiful actor in mainstream movie. I was the special guy, mad, evil and completly strange, That made me interesting for international productions.
And so a american movie, a italien movie, a indish movie, a polish and swedish movie is thinking about me to set on a big part. Wish me luck with this, only to get one of these parts.
Thanks for all your support.